I kinda went a bit stream of consciousness on twitter eariler tonight. I just kept typing, I'm surprised the noise from my keyboard (it isn't that quiet) didn't disturb anyone actually. I'll probably take it down soon, I really went into too much detail on things. I wish I knew what kicked me into this funk. It really can't be as simple as "everyone else seems to be dating and you aren't" can it. But again, as people said it can be sparked by the smallest thing, even silly off hand comments can kick it off (I know since it's happened before to me, but never to this extent). Honestly think I should see if I can get a appointment with my doctor and discuss my medication, in case I need a change or something. Actually I really need to see him about feeling so goddamn tired all the time. The whole bareback thing was so out of left field I had to laugh. Scary thing is I think he has a wife and kids, wish is disturbing as hell. I mean I don't judge, but dude wtf. I've got work tomorrow but after that I've got the weekend (including Friday off) so I'm going to try and do something, even if it's to keep myself busy.